So I totally walked out on them. I have no regrets I can’t live like that. I can’t party everyday like I used to. I’m also not down to support your habits. Last time I did that I was young and immature. Frankly, raising your child while you were in jail gave me a sense of stability. Mentally this past year I have aged 20 years. I’ve sorted through my issues and grieved. I’m not about to lose a job due to irresponsibility. I need to take care of myself.